Thursday, August 14, 2008
"Post Spritual Healing"
After that spritiual healing sesssion with the ustaz, Nanie is now more well-behaved and she's becoming more attached to me. Alhamdullilah.
The ustaz said that, there was apparently 'something' within me and that 'something' may have been disturbing my relationship with Nanie all along.
Nanie is only 2 years old. But in these 2 years, there were many times that she has hurt my feelings and made me cry. She just seemed rather odd whenever her nenek is around. She was always very cold towards me and is a totally different person.
Now, I'm thankful that Nanie is showing positive changes. And I realised now, I have been negelecting my duties as a Muslim. That may have caused those "ganguan" to easily come.
Yus didn't know any hoot about these. I didn't want him to know too. He will think I'm nuts. I used to think all these are bull too. But when it really happened to me, I believe.
Alhamdullillah, I got myself "healed" early. And I'm trying to improve myself to change for the better.
Uztaz words were right. "Di mana priority Allah in our life? Adakah di waktu susah sahaja kita ingat Allah? Di waktu senang kita lupa Allah? Check diri kita ini."
From: SuperMommy
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