Tuesday, June 24, 2008
"My beloved bro"
He would have been 26 today.
The abang whom I had given the cold shoulder in all my teenage years.
The abang whom I have always ignored and acted as strangers whenever we bumped into each other on the street.
I am not really sure why we kept away from each other, the moment we entered secondary school.
Maybe because we did not really maintain a good relationship ever since our childhood days ??
But maybe it was just me who drew the line. Just maybe.
I wish I would have been more friendlier & nicer to him.
I wish I had not kept my distant from him.
I wish I could be his best buddy.
I could have pulled him to attend uztad's lesson together but I did not.
I could have shown him that I care but I did not.
I guess, it is human nature to take things for granted. Abang's departure hit me hard to treasure every relationship.
As a mother now, I always remind my girl to sayang and take care of each other. They may not understand my point now. Insha Allah, I hope they will be the best sisters forever.
I just don't want the same situation to happen to them like what me & late abang did.
Semoga Allah lapangkanlah kuburnya dan jadikanlah kuburnya satu taman dari taman-taman syurga. Dan bukan satu lubang dari lubang api neraka.
Amin. Al-fatehah.
From: SuperMommy
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10:35 PM.
